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So I just found out some bad news...MY MOTHER-IN-LAW IS COMING TO VISIT!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I despise that woman! She has tried to run our lives from Cali ever since I got pregnant! It wouldn't be so bad if James weren't a momma's boy! I guess she's like this because he's her only son out of 6 kids.

Granted I've never actually met the woman! She said she was coming to take care of us now that I've been , as she said, "put out of comission" Gahhhh!

James told me to give it a chance, maybe I'll get to know her better and like her. Maybe he's right, maybe I shouldn't jump to conclusions over first impressions? Ehhh we'll see how it goes! 

On a happoer note, we went back to the doctor yesterday. Everything's going good with Bradely! Dcotor said he's growing like a weed!  I thank God every day that I remain pregnant! Going through that pre-term labor scare has really changed me! I don't know what I'd do if I'd actually delivered! I'm glad I have a supportive man in my life to help me get through it all. I really love James with all my heart. I think we are soule mates!

Bed Rest and Engagement

Long time no blog, things have been crazy around here. I've been in the hospital for a lil while, had a lil bit of pre-term labor. That scared the shit out of me, I've been crying about it non-stop! They used meds to stop my labor and that worked. Now I've been put on modified bed rest. I'm mostly supposed to rest alot and watch what I do, you know avoid strenuous activities and stress and such. I also decided to quit working early! ! :(

This all made yesterday suck ass at first. It was Jimmy's 30th birthday and I wanted to do something special for him. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do though, so I just made him a nice dinner and we just enjoyed time together. Afterwards, he carried me and put me in bed. It felt weird being picked up. After he sat me down he sat next to me on the side of the bed.

He said he wanted one special thing for his birthday and pulled a lil box out of  his pocket. He handed it to me and when I opened it my mouth dropped open. He then proceeded to ask me to marry him!  I let out this giddy squeal of delight and screamed YES!!! I was also crying like a baby! I never thought he'd ever ask my to marry him. We've talked very very little, if ever, about getting married so you can imagine my shock. He said he got the one special thing he wanted for his birthday when I said yes.

I love my ring, its sooo gorgeous. It looks expensive but he said he'd never tell how much he paid for it! He did a great job picking it out for me! I LOVE THAT MAN SOOOO MUCH, MUCH MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY!!!!!

Well I'm off to bed. Gotta go rest, wooo!


Jimmy and I talked. We've decided that he's gonna go visit his family for 2 weeks( without me of course.) He's leaving Monday morning. I told him that we can decide on all the moving shit when he gets home. He toled me that he misses getting to see his neice and nephew grow up. That royally pissed me off when he said that. I don't think its sunk into him quite yet what it means, my being pregnant and all. I don't think he understands that if he moves he'll miss out on his son's life. Yeah, to me being a father surpasses being an uncle.

Lawdy, IDK.....this is all confusing and I'm writing this on a lack of sleep. AGGHHHHHHHHH!


Ok I hate fighting with Jimmy.......I hate Cali....I hate his mom.........

She called the other day begging him to move back home. He hasn't mentioned wanting to go back. But after he talked to her, well now she has "brain washed" him. He wants me to go with him, too! I will not move. We've been fighting about this. I told him that if he wants to move back, fine. But I'm not going with him, he was here 2 years before he met me so I had nothing do to with his being here in the first place.
I think he's just being a momma's boy and doing this cause she wants him to. He needs to suck it up and do what he wants. He'll be 30 next month by gosh.
I'll go visit but I'm not living out there, and neither is the baby.

Ok enough rant today!

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My first entry @ midnight

So here I sit @ Midnight writing this blog entry. I should be asleep, I didn't sleep much last night. Woke up sick this morning. HAHA and it wasn't morning sickness.  Worked today, I'm off till Wed though. I kinda hate my job, but it pays the bills and all. 

AHHHHHH I wish it were Monday. I'm am soooooooooooo excited and can't wait to get the U/S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't care either way what the sex of the baby is, as long as its healthy.  XD 

Guess I'm off to bed, more to come.



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